SECRET
Let me tell you a secret…Hmmmmm
Where do I start? Before I knew what “it” (the secret) was even though I’m still figuring “it” out. I’ll give some background before the big reveal ok.
I am a man, tired, broken, prideful sometimes, humble sometimes, beautiful to some, to others not so much.
I have a name, while others think it’s a girl’s name, others say it’s ok for a boy to have it. Either way my name is mine.
I’ve had my innocence stolen if that’s even possible. I’m playful but I no longer look at the world through the eyes of a child.
I have responsibilities now and that has led to some epic failures. I’ve had tears run down my face, I’ve had to smile on days when I didn’t want to and be indifferent on days when I needed to feel something.
I have a secret… I’ve lived with it for so long it feels like a part of me. It’s the kind of secret that well I kinda have to tell everyone eventually. I’ve tried to hide it but I can’t, not any more. Here goes…. I’m…in… wait!!! Before the secret, there’s one more thing you should know
My mood swings are crayy not crazy …crayy . It doesn’t take much to switch me on or off anything, you just have to know the right buttons to push.
Alright now to my secret. It scares me to say sometimes cause I’m shy of a lot of things. Here’s my secret.
I’M IN LOVE!!!
There I said it. I’m in love with the most amazing, wonderful, extraordinary bring that ever lived and I’m so loved by this being; a love so desperate that creation screams in utter shock.
A love so potent that nothing else matters, a love that cancels out all my fears, it’s patient, kind, jealous for me so much so it could obliterate entire civilizations just for me and yet it’s also gentle it’s unbelievable.
I know it’s weird… a guy talking about love with such passion and with expression. I don’t care…I want to shout it
To my lover, you know who you are… you have won my heart, captivated me in my rebellion, loved me through my resistance, overcome me in my hate. It’s so good…so good to be loved my you.
I LOVE YOU.
